signing off

I won't be posting here until further notice. I won't be checking my email either.

An update.

Since the last report from the neurologist I have been in a very deep dark place. I'm starting to feel better, emotionally anyway, but I'm still really deeply frustrated with this whole process. I can't help but think if I had a bucket of money or good health insurance that we could have this figured out by now. But I don't so even those who want to help me (or at least claim they do) are acting slow because I owe them a ton of money.

In the meantime, I'm still dealing with a contstant headache, random body aches and numbness (often resulting in the loss of the use of a hand or leg), and general difficulty getting around.

So now we wait.... nothing else that can be done.

Why we might want to rethink the whole Playstation thing....

I caught my youngest son playing the other day....

Final results on MRI from neurologist...

... and she says she doesn't see it getting worse. So that's good. Or bad. She still doesn't know what to diagnose. So we're not getting anywhere. I'm so frustrated I could punch someone.

No news is not necessarily good...

Ok, so I had an appointment with my primary care doctor this week. The report from the MRIs are back but my neurologist hasn't formulated any results yet. So basically we really don't know anything. However, what my primary doctor saw on the report is that there is "obvious worsening".

We're hoping to get with the neurologist today and get something real to report. We'll let you know.