It's been a while since I've posted a real message. Things have been insane, to say the least, but I didn't know really what to say until I had something to really say.
About 2 weeks ago I had what, until now, we could only call an 'episode'. I don't really remember much about it, but Anna says I was acting like I had a stroke. I went to the emergency room and everything. Since then I've been having really bad migraines, like constantly. I've been unable to work, unable to really do much of anything except lie around.
We finally found out that it was a siezure (or to be more exact, the after effects of a siezure - as I said, I don't remember much), caused by the anti-depressant I've been taking.
So now we're trying to find a new medication that won't break my brain any more as well as deal with the pain and effects that I may have to deal with for the rest of my life. It's very possible I may lose my job over this. Or at the very least, I may not be able to continue doing what I'm doing. Blogging is hard enough. I can really tell the difference in my energy level and memory.
So now what?
